Late bloomer, me!
26 Jul 2009 6 Comments
in Uncategorized Tags: cosmos, dinosaurs, God, war
Alright, its long due. . . like in everything else in life, I arrive late here too. Its a domino’s effect. I am so late that even if I pull up my socks and double up, I will be light years away from the present. Many a time, when I let my mind wander(which is most of the time, really), I wish I was born in the pre-historic era. BUT considering my karma, life would still have been tedious, in a different sense though. I would have been a laid back dinosaur, feeding on my neighbour’s dough and would have dreamt all day of being born just much earlier, probably when there was nothing, when there was no need to crave for food and everything else that should make life; when there were no stars to rob energy from (if that was what dinosaurs expected to have existed before them) and no planets to save, when life was a part of nothingness, it would have been absolute bliss, i want to believe. Way too cosmic, this one, infact reminds me of how miniscule a part of this vast, overwhelming, frighteningly boundless ocean of the cosmos I am, infact human kind itself is. I wonder if the creator is guffawing at our antics, wondering what’s the fuss all about – war, strife for peace, strife for life, tears over death, fretting over loss, fuming over deceit…
Alternatively, when I resign to my being on earth and when I acclimatise myself with the now and here of affairs, I choose to find that utopian sort of captivating bliss in man’s discovery of god’s creation. In those all pervading notes of music… No less than communion with the nothingness that existed before dinosaurs, I tell you!
They say..