When flowers lowered their heads,
And their petals embraced one another bashfully,
Blushing, as the flamboyant Sun shone splendidly,
I was born again,
To worship You.
When leaves danced ecstatically,
Threatening to part with their branches
And eagerly merge
With the lashing,
Whipping deluge
Of drenching waters from the sky,
I assumed a tangible form again,
To immerse You in my devoted love.
When pent-up fumes ejaculated from the surface
And raging flames melted the puritanical, frozen ices,
All-consuming, yet soothing,
As fire fused with dew,
I married You,
To serve You,
To offer my sincere renditions
And indulge You,
In sacred communion
Characterized only by unrecognized purity.
I, Your dasi, oh! Mahadeva,
First exposed by Kali’s dasa,
Have performed endless Agamas for You,
Unquestioningly.
From Meghadoot on,
Year after year, eon after eon,
I, identified and glorified
As Devadasi,
As Jogini,
As Mahari,
As Your Akhanda Sowbhagyavati,
Breathed every moment in prayer,
For You, Oh! Mahaan Mahadeva!
With Sadir, with Odissi,
With Shastreeya sangeet
Thundering through my body
I surrendered to You,
Satiating my hunger for Salvation,
Satisfying my soul that pined every moment,
For sacred Salvation.
From Satara to Ujjain,
From Tanjavur to Ellora,
My Nattuvanars roared to my rhythm,
And I, danced to Your cosmic tune,
Oh! Mighty Brihadeeshwara!
Your earned me respect, You earned me a living,
You rescued me from my redundant life.
You made me their good fortune,
You made me auspicious,
You enveloped me by Your temple of love
You bestowed wealth and honour,
Dignity and pride upon me.
You made me a Kalavant,
Oh! Venerable Vachaspati!
Your Mohana Nari, Your Bayadere,
Your Dasi, Oh, my charming Rajah!
I’ve traversed borders, transgressed races,
I’ve cajoled Princes and coaxed Maharanis,
You know, every attempt drew You to me.
You must know, Sarvagna,
I move, Breathe, Perspire, Laugh,
Pray, Sing, Rejoice, Dance, Renounce,
Meditate, Dedicate, Revel, Rest,
Utterly In You.
You let me submit my senses to You,
You let me be captivated by Your might,
You let me complete Me.
Now, allow me to merge with Your supremacy.
Won’t You accept me, Mahadeva?
Won’t You render my salvation?
I of course humbly pray to You,
Delivering my being to Your omniscience,
Again.
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